Wong Kok

Oh my goddess, you hear my prayer ^.^ I hope it won't be a false hope again. These few days, the weather is damn HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT I feel like I am living at Sahara Desert, am I? What the hell~ The body feel like wanna get burn *Dizzy+ toothache* Hopefully I won't get sick, otherwise my plan when I back home will become chicken soup =[

Yesterday night...erm...nope...suppose is this early morning 1am something, when I was watching drama, I received a phone call. A phone call from a just SMS friend, means that we never meet each other before. Actually I was hesitating whether want to pick up the phone, cause I worried he will ask for meet up. At last, I choose to pick up the phone. When I heard of his first sentence, I laughed. Actually nothing to do with what he said to me, just simply because of his slang. He speaks Chinese with HockChew slang LOL Don't know how long time I didn't listen to this kind of slang. It makes me miss Sitiawan so much.

In my expectation, he was asking for meet up. See... I am so smart. But then I gave him a big NO. I have my rules and not going to make compromise. The reason I gave him is I am not in Sitiawan now. What a good excuse LOL Actually that is not a excuse, it is a truth. The only thing I didn't tell him is I will back to Sitiawan next week XD In this kind of situation, I choose either tell or not tell the truth, the only thing I wouldn't tell is LIE. Oh my god, please don't ever ask me to tell a lie. I am so lazy to think the thousand excuses just in order to tell a lie and also hate the feeling when people reveal the truth. It is very shameful.

Last two day, we went to Times Square for shopping ^.^ I spent RM20++ for a meal. I didn't feel anything when I spent it. But now I feel heartache for my parents LOL Lunch plus dinner, one piece of blue paper fly away. Seriously, I miss Wong Kok Cheese baked rice with chicken chop so much =[  I tried the same food in different restaurant before, Wong Kok is still the best!! I wonder when I can back to there again.

I feel kind of relax these few days. No books at all. I waste one week time already. Habis looo. Hopefully I can study when I back home. I started to miss my KIWI. hehehe... and hor when I back home, I no need to bother what to eat for every meal already. wahahahaha... so happy ^.^

BFF

I didn't make it on last Saturday due to various reasons. I felt damn moody before that night. I was looking for someone to talk. I found someone I trusted the most to talk. We chatted on MSN, blah blah blah, I just type type type whatever in my mind, then my tears kept flowing out. I felt relief after saying out my biggest fear. I slept well that night =] 

I reorganise my BFF list. There are only 2 persons fulfill my bottom line. I feel something so unbelievable is although they don't know each other, but the advise they gave me is the same!! It is not only one time they do this. Woww~ It is so amazing!! They are connected and I am the one connector LOL The common thing they have is they know me well, the only one different is their gender XD I feel so grateful for having such best friends in my life, my lovely babe and piggy brother.

After digesting their advise, I decide to back home. I am seriously homesick now. I lost my concentration on study and feel like no mood to do anything. Baba mami didi, I miss you all so much!!! Frankly, I never tell them about that. I am only dare to shout it here and they will never know that >.< Please pardon my high self-esteem. I know I am SUCK, so I am trying to change about that.

After deciding to back home, here come another problem. I am planning to back Sitiawan on next Thursday, but no one of my friends will back on that day, that means I gotta take bus alone. So the problem is mami would not allow me to take bus alone. No matter how, I will back on that day. I am not afraid of anything else. If I were fated to meet the disaster, no matter where I hide, I will still need to face it. But I don't want mami worry about me along the way I back. I am so afraid of her non stop phone call >.< Guan Yin Ma, do you hear my prayer?

Flip a coin

Today class from 8:30am - 8:00pm. Today suppose is a tired day, but I don't really feel tired cause I slept for almost 10 hours ACCIDENTALLY. hohohoho..

Tomorrow gonna hang out with friends. To ensure that tomorrow I have "sufficient" money to shop around, I asked baba bank in the money for me already. If can, I try not to ask money from baba, especially for SHOPPING, but I am seriously broke now. Mami put all my saving in terms of Fixed Deposit. She is so smart to tie my money!! Nevermind, I still have baba aka banker to support me. BLURKKKK  XD I felt damn fucking guilty plus touch when baba asked me to enjoy the shopping. Baba, how am I going to repay you all this? I am so scare that I would not able to be your banker in future time. Please take a second to think of me before you decide to do anything. Your daughter is selfish, she don't want to bear any regret for the rest of her life. God bless...

I am still thinking whether I should back hometown. A little bit homesick here. But if I back home, most probably I would have to face something that I am not willing to face. My deep fear. Just don't ask me why. GOSH.